~emily~

skixpert2 @ 2008-02-08T16:14:00

2008-02-08T21:18:45Z

I am really amazed at how stupid people are and how they can find it ammusing to throw and open bottle of soda into my open window getting me and the inside of my car wet. I just do not understand how that could be funny. I could have gotten into an accident getting the bus you were on into an accident, possibly putting your own life in danger. I hope the asshole gets caught and realizes that he or she is not funny!

People are assholes sometimes!

the first single---the format

2007-12-16T17:59:22Z

I can't stand to think about
A heart so big it hurts like hell
Oh my God I gave my best
But for three whole years to end like this

Well do you want to fall apart
I can't stop if you cant start
Do you want to fall apart
I could if you can try to fix what I've undone
Cause I hate what I've become

You know me,
Oh you think you do you, you just dont seem to see
I've been waiting all this time to be
Something I can't define so let's
Cause a scene
Clap our hands and stomp our feet or something
Yeah something
I've just got to get myself over me

You know the night life is just not for me
Cause all you really need are a few good friends
I don't want to go out and be on my own
You know they started something I can't stand

Change

2007-09-30T23:06:02Z

So many things are starting to change.
I am ok with change
but there is one thing thats changing that im not ok with....my friends.
the people i want to spend my last year of high school with are all going in different directions and im not ready for it : (

skixpert2 @ 2007-07-26T18:02:00

2007-07-26T22:04:29Z

All i have to say, looking at the entire summer as a whole so far, is that it has really sucked!
there have been some good parts but as a whole its has been completely disappointing!

life.

2007-06-22T21:50:08Z

i've learned somethings this year.
1. you need to tell people what your thinking, you can't expect them to read your mind and you can't be mad at them for not being able to.
2. its ok to be mad at your friends sometimes because if they're really your friend you'll work it out and forgive them.
also you need to tell them that your mad at them and to not get yourself upset if your mad at someone else
3.procratination is evil!
4. you need to take chances in life because its too short not too
5. you can't expect things to happen to you, you have to make things happen. fate can only take you so far.

i've learned more about how to live my life this year, than the various subjects we've learned in school this year. I feel as though i've grown up a bit more this year than any other. Maybe its this new found independence with being able to drive that has sparked this new feeling inside me. But i do not want to be someone who sits on the sidelines anymore. I'm tired of being the quiet girl in class. Life is too short to wait for something to happen to you. You need to work for you own happiness.

my hearts about to burst into a thousand pieces

2007-06-04T20:00:01Z

is is normal that my stomach does backflips whenever i think about him
or that food just seems completely unappealing
i've never felt this way about someone before but i don't know how to tell him

he is everything you want

2007-05-20T21:17:00Z

i wish that if he really did like me
he would do more about it.

You gotta be cruel to be kind!

2007-05-14T20:00:19Z

YES!

I got into NHS!

things are starting to look up.

upset

2007-05-10T20:11:04Z

i don't think even mint chocolate chip ice cream could make this one feel any better

anyone have any ideas where i should work this summer?

jebus

2007-05-02T22:16:01Z

My father is offically the luckiest man in the world!
He want to Florida for a conference thing for his work (Sony for those of you who don't know)
anyway
besides being in sunny warm Florida
he got to see SpiderMan 3 before everyone else
he got to hear General Colin Powell speek
and he got to see the Counting Crows last night and got to stand front row center

hopefully he brings back some cool free stuff for us to make up for the fact that we couldn't go!
Emily

DONE!

2007-04-09T02:31:04Z

It is 10:28
and i am DONE WITH MY ROESER PAPER!

Dear SAT

2007-03-31T21:22:36Z

Dear SAT,

You are not nice. in preschool you would be the kid who would throw sand on everyone else and hog all of the toys for yourself.
Why do you have to control whether or not i get into college.
its not fair.
i cannot conquer you.
i will always be average in your mind.
Please consider disappearing and never coming back.
Thanks (or should i say NO thanks),
Emily

(but thanks for the good essay grade. THE ONLY PART OF THE FUCKING TEST I DID WELL ON!)

Home!

2007-02-26T00:39:39Z

Home from Vermont!
(i seriously wonder how many of my entries have either said im going to or coming home from Vermont)
ANYWAY...

it was fun
i was educated in the ways of family guy (thanks to my cousins)
saw Accepted and almost peed in my pants i thought i was so funny
found out me and my cousin jason have the same coat (except he had the guy verison)
and we looked like losers sitting next to each other on the ski lift
had fondu TWICE!
went shopping
it snowed alot
watched tv (which never happens thanks to school)
listen to awesome music....cause the radio stations in vermont pone those of New York City.
didn't do a lot of hw
read the last sisterhood of the traveling pants book (it made me sad that it was the last one!)

yeah that's all...
~Emily

hoping for snow!

2007-02-14T00:25:41Z

hehe this is what my top button on my shirt was feeling today around the boob area when i stretched

http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=EVYgRPfC9nQ
except my botton wasn't dressed in drag like freddy mercury...it was just expressing the song not the story of the video (whatever that was).

and this as well
http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=tvkh29RKFRY

lol julie

DAFT PUNK IS PLAYING IN MY HOUSE, MY HOUSE!

2007-01-20T22:20:37Z

I wish that i had a machine that would magically do my roeser paper for me
all i would have to do is put the name of the author in the machine
and then out would pop a perfect well organized roeser paper
and i would be the only one who has one
and would only the people i really liked borrow it
and the people i didn't like, i would make then do things for me in order to borrow it
ahh that would be glorious
too bad i don't have one

~emily~

major beef!

2007-01-15T20:37:28Z

i think it is crazy that we are one of six or seven schools
that actually have school today.
by saying that the demographic of our school system does not fit the need to have off today
completely misses the point as to what Dr. King was saying.
the point of the holiday is for everyone one to join together...not to say that a school shouldn't have off because there are not enough black people.
errrr people are annoying sometimes!

its a good thing i can laugh at myself!

2007-01-09T02:17:09Z

you know its a good day when:
-the back doors our your grandmother's car deside they don't want to open in the pouring rain
-you fix your hair in the hallway and your elbow goes right into the plasma tv
-people are disappointed in you for not breaking the tv
-you are in pain because of your elbow, all day
-you have to go see the creepy new nurse
-you have to take volleyball in gym because its better than yoga

hehe today wasn't that bad
i found it rather ammusing actually
i'm offically the loser who ran into the plasma tv...go me!
hehe i bet that the security guards were watching a tape of me doing that over and over again, being like "YUS, someone finally walked into the thing!" hehe

~Emily~

skixpert2 @ 2007-01-01T22:12:00

2007-01-02T02:12:27Z

oh man this week was exactly what i needed
a week away from home with out havign to do anything
it was lover-ly.

just got home after a very long car ride
x-mas and new years was fun

will post pictures later!

HAPPY CHRISTMAS

2006-12-23T20:09:11Z

im leaving for boston really soon and just wanted to wish everyone a happy chrismas.
please wish that it will snow for me cause vermont is not going to be fun with out it!
i'll miss everyone
and have a happy new year!

~Emily~

Happy Hanukkah!

2006-12-17T01:06:14Z

Nothing beats sitting the car for 20 mins with your cousins and your sister
listening to dane cook,
laughing so hard that your gonna pee in you pants!

last night was fun!
only if there were more days like that

Turkey Day!!

2006-11-25T20:28:13Z

Wednesday:
went to the football game with lauren
we were ammused by all the drunk seniors
tyler came and the three of us made fun of them
it was fun
but there was no band and thats what i really wanted to see

Thanksgiving:
loud, very loud
fun
ate a lot
one of my cousins dropped sweet potatoes all over his son and no it looks like someone threw up in the tent
one of my other cousins made a powerpoint of our family. it was very ammusing and everyone was described as either being tall smart fun funny or friendly.
it was ammusing
no one ate food out of any one elses mouth this year, which was a plus.

T2:
went to cousins house for thanksgiving #2
alot of fun
talked about stories from other thanksgivings
learned many new drinking games (cause thats what i do all the time)
much more fun than i thought it was gonna be

Saturday:
recovering from T1 and T2
went shopping with mom aunt and annabel
couldn't go to the Rutgers game cause there weren't enough tickets
but they won so it made up for it!
Yay they're 10 and 1! Woot Woot!

skixpert2 @ 2006-11-14T19:04:00

2006-11-14T23:04:45Z

ok im not mad at anyone
this situation has been resolved and cleared up
i have spoken with the people involved and there is no more issue
then main idea of my last post was not to direct it at any single person (so stop telling ppl it is)
it was just a general "this is my new pet peeve don't do it"
i probly overreacted about the situation a little bit but i just had to get my feelings out cause its been going on for awhile now and i just couldn't take it any more.
im sorry for the confusion and for making ppl who didn't derserve it get upset

thank you for your time
~Emily~

not happy

2006-11-12T17:38:24Z

ok this has been really bugging me.
i HATE it when people put on their away messages that they are going someones house or going somewhere with a group of people.
guess what it makes the people who weren't invited feel like CRAP!
it makes you feel like you did something wrong to not get invited and you don't want to call that person because then you'll just be invited out of simpathy.
and you don't want to be invited later either cause then you are just an afterthought
so some advice for ppl who like to let the entire world (or at least their buddy list) know what they are doing: don't cause it makes other ppl feel awful about not being invited and most of the time nobody cares

P.s. ITS CALLED A PHONE, USE IT!

skixpert2 @ 2006-11-02T17:33:00

2006-11-02T21:33:48Z

Yay computer
you work again
oh how i missed you for the past week that you were dead!
thank you wonderful people who work at sony for fixing you!!
i am eternally greatful
and super yay cause no data was lost!

skixpert2 @ 2006-10-12T21:38:00

2006-10-13T01:41:27Z

i HATE it when teachers put stuff on tests that they never go over in class

and

i HATE how some teachers review for test and don't focus on the stuff that they put on the test

i HATE how i think i did well on a test (studied for the test and everything) and still manage to get a D on the test

is it me or is it the teacher cause right now i don't really know!
the way she teacher bio is not the way i learn!

errr im so pissed off right now!