i've learned somethings this year.
1. you need to tell people what your thinking, you can't expect them to read your mind and you can't be mad at them for not being able to.
2. its ok to be mad at your friends sometimes because if they're really your friend you'll work it out and forgive them. 
also you need to tell them that your mad at them and to not get yourself upset if your mad at someone else
3.procratination is evil! 
4. you need to take chances in life because its too short not too
5. you can't expect things to happen to you, you have to make things happen. fate can only take you so far.

i've learned more about how to live my life this year, than the various subjects we've learned in school this year. I feel as though i've grown up a bit more this year than any other. Maybe its this new found independence with being able to drive that has sparked this new feeling inside me. But i do not want to be someone who sits on the sidelines anymore. I'm tired of being the quiet girl in class. Life is too short to wait for something to happen to you. You need to work for you own happiness.

YES!

I got into NHS!

things are starting to look up.

My father is offically the luckiest man in the world!
He want to Florida for a conference thing for his work (Sony for those of you who don't know)
anyway 
besides being in sunny warm Florida
he got to see SpiderMan 3 before everyone else
he got to hear General Colin Powell speek
and he got to see the Counting Crows last night and got to stand front row center

hopefully he brings back some cool free stuff for us to make up for the fact that we couldn't go! 
Emily

Dear SAT,

You are not nice. in preschool you would be the kid who would throw sand on everyone else and hog all of the toys for yourself.
Why do you have to control whether or not i get into college. 
its not fair.
i cannot conquer you.
i will always be average in your mind.
Please consider disappearing and never coming back.
Thanks (or should i say NO thanks),
Emily

(but thanks for the good essay grade. THE ONLY PART OF THE FUCKING TEST I DID WELL ON!)

Home from Vermont!
(i seriously wonder how many of my entries have either said im going to or coming home from Vermont)
ANYWAY...

it was fun
i was educated in the ways of family guy (thanks to my cousins)
saw Accepted and almost peed in my pants i thought i was so funny
found out me and my cousin jason have the same coat (except he had the guy verison)
and we looked like losers sitting next to each other on the ski lift
had fondu TWICE!
went shopping
it snowed alot
watched tv (which never happens thanks to school)
listen to awesome music....cause the radio stations in vermont pone those of New York City.
didn't do a lot of hw
read the last sisterhood of the traveling pants book (it made me sad that it was the last one!)

yeah that's all...
~Emily

im leaving for boston really soon and just wanted to wish everyone a happy chrismas.
please wish that it will snow for me cause vermont is not going to be fun with out it!
i'll miss everyone
and have a happy new year!

~Emily~

Nothing beats sitting the car for 20 mins with your cousins and your sister
listening to dane cook,
laughing so hard that your gonna pee in you pants!

last night was fun!
only if there were more days like that